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Kan't Care

from Emotions by Hellamental

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Youre all alone
And the air is cold
Its almost midnight
And the only light that’s left in sight
Radiates from underneath the door on the right
But you cant seem to turn the knob
because youre scared that it’ll be too bright
And you can feel it in your chest
Bang bang bang from behind the door on the left
But your palms are wet from tears and sweat
And you cant help but remember what she said
You’ve been alone this entire time
Bleeding ink, line after line
Searching for anything to tell you why
Looking for a reason to leave it behind
But the colors aren’t making sense
Youre Looking through a different lens
You made a promise to yourself
To never come back to this place again
But that stack of letters you never sent
Are addressed to you like they’ve always been
So now you plan to hand deliver
A series of words and scribbled shivers
The thought alone makes your top lip quiver
So you find the closest, coldest river
And drown the things you’d die to give her
Because time is the tide
It comes and goes
just let it die
Because its out of your control
So you stand at a crossroads
Staring at two doors
And you have to choose
Which one is yours
The left is meant to be behind you
And on the right is the light that’s you know is inside you
You hear the banging but its not a fist
Its just your heartbeat, clear and crisp
You thought youd give it as a gift
In a box with a bow and signed with a kiss
But that was then and this is now
dwelling on the past is not allowed
caring for free costs more than youd think
but being carefree is the missing link
just walk away
let her stay
she’ll try to get you back someday
just dry your hands
be a man
and open the door
its when you cant care
that you know you can

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from Emotions, released September 2, 2011

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